that was a wrong move!

hi guys.. if you've only read what my first post was about then i guess you can catch up on me here on this next post that I'm to discuss.

guys, i think the reason why the girl i like does not treat me that warm anymore unlike before because i think she's hiding something. i don't want to sound fresh but i just wont say it directly. i think somehow, we're the same (you know..).

last night, we were on an overnight beach party. i swam without having any apparel. it is because i have no extra clothes. since it's night, nobody can see me or perhaps they'll see but very insufficient (hehehe).

what happened next?

she too, soaked into the water after me (but she didn't see anything, i believe). but the problem is that, she too has no extra clothes (oh man, what you gonna do?).

i played the guitar after i wear out my clothes. i sang songs of wooing. i played loudly to make sure she hears it.

you know what?

she moved towards me and took a pew beside me. that was a nice part and i loved it. but what happened was, before me, i was tackled by my anxiety. she was cold cause she has just finished bathing in the deep. i moved away from her cause i don't know what to do. each time i moved my body to avoid contact with her is the time she will come closer and lay her body on my shoulder.

i just made distance again and i said, "you are cold.. you are wet.."

i think, in her mind she was thinking that i was infuriated, so she just stood up silently and walked away from me (how sad.. ). arggh! that was a mistake! that was a wrong move!

oh.. if only i had known what's what, i should have done right. i just realized everything after she moved away. i hope there will still be a next time for me. huhuhu...